under blue windows
I am
   better than you
 deserve
But this time
     I'll settle
for more
  than I owe you.

You are
   not my type...
 at all
But this time
     you've caught
my concentration
   and I need it back.

I wanted
   so much more
 than you could ever offer
But this time
     none of that
  really matters.


(march, 2003)